2024

 Here's what happened this yea!!!! 

Lately I have been trying to reconstruct the website, to my vision it's been a wild ride with trying to build this ,authentically by myself. Its important to me that women receive the same if not better resources that I have been granted. I wanted to share my journey while actively going through it although its been hard af , its exactly what I needed I am so grateful for the community I have created for myself my new friends , new family , new sisters I mean honestly who the fuck would have thought Cancer would do this. 

In 2024 I thought I would have went under reconstruction but NO I still have not ! most of ''24'' I was upset about that seeing my other breasties , get their surgeries made me feel so stuck. I was so happy for them , still am but I often feel like when am I next ? Well I now know ! No official date but thats my fault ,  I just recently was introduced to a new surgeon tho I think may be my potential new dr.

I never knew speaking my mind , saying what happened to me regarding my cancer would mean I was advocating . my grandmother told me when I cried on the phone with her that God just didn't like me that I  dont think I would make it . my grandmother just said '' Don't stop talking to god , when you're mad ,sad upset with him tell him.'' I started doing that , an that feeling just left me instantly . I know my purpose I see it I hear it , this NEW life for me is so sacred I could not  just could come here an say something generic ! This year was a lot more of new doctor appointments of course set backs,  then there was opportunities, I was getting emails, calls left and right. Sharing the same story over an over an over again , an I didn't get tired of it. I didn't want to stop I was so open , the weirdest feeling because who would of thought . I am not the most articulate person, my image isn't so bright an pretty but yet me my name is in rooms I knew nothing about . thank you for listening to me always accepting me for me !!!!!